Had just watched latina dances show. and got fired :). i love dances. i pretty sure i would be not bad dancer while angry. especialy tango.mmmmm.... And post should be about Gotan Project – Santa Maria. Its moooooooost argentinian i track, most passion, most agresive and sexy track i have heard yet.First time i have heard and interested in Gotan project about half year ago, when they were coming to Lithuania. But damn! those tickets was expensive. So just sended few tracks from my old good Lcd++. Of course as half of world listeners got admired with "Last tango in Paris" and "Santa maria". what admires, i was(still am) crazyyyy about it. So as soon my poor pc will recover and work faster will download Gotan Project albums. maybe have few recomendations of tracks?or something what i still dont know but its the same awesome as Gotan pr - Santa maria?
Today have some unuasual activity. before this on hurray cleaned home, coz knew parents should came back. On hurray of course means - two rooms, dishes in kitchen and decorations with candles in room was turned from mess into perfect view in 20 min. woohooo. Have met friend I, also prapered room for mums birthday mini party . Came back home worm from glass of aromative liquer and with new earings. Yes yes gift from the same friend. Even i havent seens her for a while and its almost my best friend, when came back wasnt in good mood, nothing vary sad, just cheerless. was good to listen RyRalio - Sobieski
So taste some candies, all of three piece of cakes from mums party table and of course they puor me big glass of Liqeuer,also accidentelly ate two candies with tasty coffe liquer inside. 
Finaly found myself watching Adams family almost drunk and very sleepy. Oh and sister for my huge happy found Candy Candy track. i love it. my chilhood favorite animation. warm and now looks funny remembers.
Though it too early for me to sleep, will go to bed now. those few glass of alcohol had effect on me :).
have to woke up early tomorow and try my luck to find somebody who i need in university. Also remind for my self - dont forget present for mum !!!
Can't help with myself but my favorite christmas track is old, good Mariah Carey – All I Want for Christmas , i know i know - sooooo pop, but its not sad melodic and bells in background...mmmmm..... crazy and sing loud together other in better than Wham (almost every song which i havent listened billion time is better than Wham) is Latvian group Cosmos ( say what u want i say almost all of them are gays), accidentally got but liked this way they play it without any instrument .Cosmos – We Wish You a Merry Christmas - if can try to get this track.
these words i wrote into google view. Last night, didn't want to go sleep, so took a book (Fredmund Malik - "Managing Performing Living", may u know smth about this?) , luckily jalousie is cutted little higher above my bed, so i easy can see not small part of window.
And when rain strikes window...so slowly, silently, even magic, like he knew its christmas eve And street light, which i always swore, coz he dazzle straight to my eyes every evening...they together rain, window, light, created a little nice tale. magic.
This week my favorite and always keeps on repeat button on my mp3 player - Zimpala - The Breeze Is Black (moonstar rmx) from Hotel Costes vol6. album Definetely recomend this easy listening track. Its new discovery for me, never have heard Zimpala before.
found really good article about myths abouth atheism here pretty sure it will suit to todays christmas evening. Cos i am not catcholic, and dont prefer any religious, still celebrating christmas, but at least i know in Lithuania its most based on heathen tradicions. and finaly i wont need to declare again and again to my friends that atheists arent criminals.
Also today in lithuanian web portal found discussion about how tale about Jesus and others nowadays mentioned tradicions appeared. find out pretty interesting stuff - detailed historical facts , for example history of Konstantinas in Roma shows that Jesus was smth like spy of Roma's empere to seduce and persuade jews to change religion to Christianity, besides many well argument oppinions about it. the most i liked one - with nowadays knowledge nad inteligence its very hard to believe in tales and faith believing that church try to instill with fear of they power. that stimulate to decide to spend some holiday time on historical books or search in net more about what happened than, what we celebrate each year now
Trought exam session my LDC hard times :)) send lot of music, begun from Ferdie, Gwen, Nelly Furtado ended with faithless, moby and royksopp. Exactly above royksopp i would like to stop and notice, others maybe mention next time . I dont really got knew them before, have heard and interest just in world wide hits : "only this moment" and of course get along with mania of summer hit -"what else is there". today when finally have loads of time checked out what i have in my full full fuuuull drive, and how i wondered when i hear good old old track, usually heard in advertisements or movies previews. But its royksopp, i couldn't believe, sister neither. So here its is for ur ears pleasure Royksopp - eple.
Good that wikipedia told me everything clearly
ok ok so this track is this band creation, but dooh dooh ?!? i can bet its darude, but my PC shows its also royksopp. help me someone whose is "dooh dooh" track?
Christmas tree decoration at home every year is my duty and bother. Well i like to do it. I like all interior design and decoration stuff, like matching colors, find best solution how to fit one to another and so on. Yes yes we still talking about me, the same who study economics. I interest in and intend to create style. Today, while was going from one place to another looking for new cushions, i even thought maybe really i needed to enter design studies, not my adorable management. But as with many professions i don't see my future with job as designer or smth.
Anyway idea was to cry out ( :) ) that nobody cares how it will looks, how generally the home will look trough celebrations. Ok i understand dad as many men aren't interest in what candles will be in room, and what serviette will lay on table, but mum and sister could at least noticed that i all day tidied and changed all atmosphere at room , that Xmas tree have its own style, that ...that... ohhh whatever i still am proud of myself, i was able to create cosy mood beauty without a lot of knowledge of all those style-decor-interior stuff.
I was asking my family what they will do after i leave home, who will dress up tree trough Xmas? i wasn't kidding :), they all were apathetic for beautify.
i knew about Hotel Costes bit earlier, but my DCL couldnt offer me more than few songs of it. But the day of my lucky came - i downloaded whole albums vol.1 - vol.6, just with the vol.7 was harder, i had to wait it for few weeks, like no others and still have not all songs. The total good is the fact each album are in playlist format, hate pauses between songs, or big variation of styles near (u know listen something from eassylistening and than rock hit come, feewww). so it becomes very comfortable to check out whole albums on my way to and from univ on bus. I totally got under Hotel Costes sounds control. i will worship them :)) my favorite vol.2. very relaxing but not sleepy; energising, but not that u would get nervous u want to dance in bus but for obvious reasons dont do that, its just sound which invite to feel deeper trance in music dj's created. incredibly how they did it, knowing earlier i was all into club/trance/techno music, and didnt admit anything calmer. These got my ears and mind under control.
now have so many high quality/known brand pop albums. now checking out Gwen Stefani newest work.
So I finished my exam sesion at univ finally, and now hope will have more time to fill up my poor scotland trip blog. Of course my exams and generaly marks could be muuuuch better, and i know i didnt overdo on studying, shame on me. But i promise will be better next year. i have huge plans for them. Talking about new years they should bring me fresh breeze or even kinda cute storm in my life. Firstly i will become a nanny from the januarry very begining. so celebrate new years and lets go to the kids! :) funy or not i will have to care about 11year girl. Her mother (the friend of my mum) are leaving to usa for the half of year so she cant leave child alone. Good points :
will live in her flat and thats mean apart from my parents. yahoooo !
will have some more money for my enormous spendings
now Bad points :
i really will have to carry girl, knowing my "hobby" to cook and clean....
girls brother are real hooligan, and sometimes will come to live with his gf(cant wait their visits)
this was breeze, coz my biggest wish to live separate from parents slowly come to the true. Second i do have opportunity to go to study to foreign country.yeah yeah yeah (dancing). But possibility arent hight, i do have compete with about 30 persons. i just guessing appearently how much of my course friends are ready to this. of course i will write better motivation letter(everybody are economists by their heart, i didnt noticed lyric/art divergence, almost nobody interesting in cultural things), i will lie a bit i know french very well and so on, but still my marks average are horribly not good. i really wish this miracle i would go. it would be incredibly opportunity to change my life into better way. i always said i dont see my future in lithuania, i only wanna study,than practise, gain experience, work and get old in Paris, but in fact there would fit any bigger city i would feel comfortable in (reasons why i do think so need next full page, so maybe next time). For beginner business people (remember i study management as well) its very important to have international experience, any experience suit. Also in this way i would live NOT with my parents (second time yahooo), not talking about how many new people i would meet, culture i would see and feel, grow up my self-sufficiency more. My sister say since i 
have luck with my self probably i will go to study to abroad , and in such way of course leave a room only for her :). There i can choose uni in belgium, portugal, italy, poland or latvian. (wrote in preference order). tomorow will finish fill in form, and that month will keep my fist tight till know tentative results.
mood: cheerless
music: no, coz have just 5free min, have to study for exams
man tik reikia palaikymo. siandien ypac jo pasigedau
sometimes i magine people do a little boast about me, i mean when they straight to eyes say : u will reach a lot, or u are smart, or... or.... Sadest true is that nobody said so. i know i am, but its hard all the time to trust just on my self. i just need somebody to support me, say i am worth something
