Saturday, November 3

emptyness/silence

Somehow empty today. No lots of lough and chats with Kevin, no gosha and coffee after work, no flirt with Polish peter. And especially today i need company, chat, just communication. There was bit, with Rasa. But its hard when u don't trust person and know about her so much more than she about u. Anyway from time to time its good to remember how sounds lithuanian language. I needed communication so badly that i even answered all emails, well at least i think all, i never had time for them. And. AND even came back to old but good skyping with horny foreigners. of course all pricks i block but i don't remember when was the last time i put on skype me sign.
From one glass of wine ( ok ok so its huge glass, so what) i got fizzy. But instead going to sleep i searching for that old Dima Bilan song. Its awesome,even though i don't like pure romantic silly pop.
this one is good. I think i saw this video so much earlier that eurovision thing, and i like it , despite the fact i barely understand russian. That's what IS goood music. When u get just by views and sounds.
Enjoy
I have 2 weeks to find job.