No, not home - to Lithuania but home to this blog, i though - why have i ever quited it?, it was so nice to read later what was my casual mood or just small accidents and happening i already forgot. Of course i already missed billion things, but...well its always better someay than never, isn't it? So today my headaches are simply as never to name: i need to find new job as i take my paid holidays in two weeks, and aproximatelly at the same time i will put my notice. As well as i have to take part in court becouse of Zultan, god damn him, and.... no no, dear folks thats not all, my parents and sister coming to Scotland on 25-28 of November, thats mean almost my first week in new work. Nice isnt it? Besides new place will be probably not far from London, not in scotland, so i must buy hundreds puonds costed ticket for train and sleep in it of course. I mean i dont mind travel by train, its even somehow romantic for me, just for god sake, it cost fortune in UK . Moreover , my boy - Peter gone. I mean i knew he will go away, but still i miss him. already. although i didnt think i will, couse we together just month.So after he gone yesterday, all this day seems dreadfull for me, besides its autumn, which, dear kids, i dont like, so its rainy and sky heavy.rrrrrrr.Today while watching TV in staff canteen ( which i do OMG how rare) i again thought how much i want to go to university, i mean all this working stuff is ok, inependance, money, fit body, blah blah, BUT
Exactly - but, i want knowledge, facts, discussions and so on. Of course i have books, which sucessfuly gather dusts under my armchair, also there is internet, which i use to chat and to blog, and looking for job from time to time. Dont have time to learn. I know that this year i changed my oppinion about beeing student, how u get so much more from life directly not sitting behind college table, BUT, sometimes i just have that eager to know, know know mooooore, find out, suck out wisdom from lecturer/teacher/ intelectual person. On the other hand if i need that so sad, wouldnt i read my books? wouldnt i search on net that daily?
Answer - I SHOULD
As well as i need to loose some weight, as i started to gain it again.
