Wednesday, January 31

U should be working

Funny.... yesterday had somehow pass 15 minutes, so watch some casual crap on TV. Some kind old movie was shown. payed attention just coz knew main actor ( kinda sexy he are) and in one scene he sit near his computer (they also was old fashioned, remember how looked pc 10 years before?) and pretended tired he recline in his chair and and put head on backrest. than camera slowly move toward actors eye direction. and here on the ceiling were huge poster sticked "U should be working" lol :), i think i need one like this tho

Tuesday, January 30

Do u know Mandala's?

Mandala's view on paper in front of me....piece of color chalk in my hand...
a cup of green evening tea and my favorite-vanilla incense....
hotel costes 3 in my ears.... long time haven't had evening like this..., i wish i had more
Have u ever tried to make a mandala? Even originally it should be made from sand, the implements depends on ur imagination. Oh, u may dont know what Mandala's is.
Well the old good uncle Google say its "circle – an idealized circular model of the cosmos,magic diagram or sign,or artistic representation of the cosmos, a focus for meditation";and aunt Wikipedia says "Mandala (Sanskrit maṇḍala "circle", "completion") is of Hindu origin. In Vajrayana they have been developed into sand painting. Mandala has become a generic term which represents the cosmos metaphysically or symbolically, a microcosm of the universe from the human perspective. A mandala, can be used during meditation as an object for focusing attention. The symmetrical geometric shapes tend to draw the attention towards their center. Psychiatrist Carl Jung saw the mandala as "a representation of the unconscious self," and believed his paintings of mandalas enabled him to identify emotional disorders and work towards wholeness in personality."
Pretty nice descriptions, huh? Besides Tibetan monks made it not from sand as its popular in Wests, but from sheredded marble.First time i tried one was about 3 years ago, when my tutorship told for a few of us bit about Mandalas and suggest to paint empty mandala's shapes on paper. it was fun and interesting. Not much i knew about colors matching and i am not the person who is very good at art. All in all i hooked. Pity not for a long time. But most of all i liked when after showing our painted mandalas to each other and tutorship we commented and tried analyse. I believe mandala reflect mood and personality of person who made it. Its work as deep relaxation when u drawing it.
check it out videos how it's made


Sunday, January 28

Was searching for something new and unknown for me, to changed bored playlist. Thats what i think is worth ur attention:
*Peter Gabriel - Passion: Music for the Last Temptation of Christ ok ok, so its released on 1988, i was two years old when he created such unbelievable hypnotic instrumental sounds. I have just one full track on winamp, and guess where i heard it for a first time? On Skiing dance olimpics. The view and sound then fascinated me,so next day this track already was in my pc. Peter Gabriel – The Feeling Begins Recommend for those who are fans of instrumantal and ambient music.
*Next album temptated me is created by such artists as Macadamia. Have checked out just half of their album yet, but i can say this experimental electronic musics sounds quite good, not casual, interesting, even may sounded bit exotic to me.
*One of Macadamia creator solo project Kilvo also seems was worth my attention. Few tracks are available to download, they are bit calmer more chillout or ambient electronic, bit eclectic, thats why sounds cool. especially i liked "Take Me To The Castle In The Sky". are u sure this tracks was in cafe del mar or some other worth to be album?

Saturday, January 27

Voice Within

Somehow this old but really magnificent track appeared on winamp. Christina Aguilera – Voice Within. Now i can sincerely say i am long time not into pure pop music ( ok ok dont count Gwen Stefani and Nelly Furtado), but this track is something its pleasure to remember. I was teenager, complexed kid, and this song was one of those who helped me in moments when seems heart will explode in million pieces, or when wanted just swear all the world. i know now most of those problems looks ridiculous, but.... than i needed something could help, of course as thousands all my life was JUST music. Voice within was something helped to keep on living, it one of those tracks i was listening while crying under my sheet. I don't mean i had one fav song and thats all, but not many of them are so memorable or don't rise such emotions and sentiments now. One of most impressive from those times also is Guano Apes – Kiss the Down. I adored Guano Apes then. As well as many pop stars who was shown on Viva ( we hadn't Mtv) or played on radio. Than i thought for example Christina Aguilera really know what i feel, coz she so perfect sing it out in her album. echh....seems not so long ago my 16teen was...
Than i grown up and understood its commercial stuff and there are no two same emotions in a world.

We can discuss about it, but shoot me if its true that Christina's text writers know how feels average teenagers, shy ones or simply those u have very strained life. Anyways sometimes i believe pure pop is not so bad, coz even weak ( i am not talking about totally crap) lyrics can create interprets, associations,thoughts which are much deeper than text by itself for the same kid. pity there have to be one condition - kid should be one of those who thinking. nowadays teenagers are sink in commercial and shoddy music , much more than even few years ago. pity.
I dont say that few years ago it was sooo much diferent and all the music flow from the heart of singers. no, but in my poor oppinion situacion was better. and still i cant not wander when met adult who are soo sure timberlake creat real music, that his lyrics is about love. yrah its about love....love for money....his love for money made by his commercial music.( And when i mention Timberlake here i mean all the fuckin music industry). I for example enjoy few tracks of his latest album coz of good beat and so on. but i know its not sincere feelings he claims.

Monday, January 22

monday/scissor sisters/groove armada

Last night didn't finished and hadn't post one record here, anyway it was bit melancholic and slow mood i guess, maybe other day. however in recent time i am really into music, i mean music always was big part of my life, but probably under the net, more free time and last.fm influence i am r e a l y into it. searching, check it outing news, exploring, and so on any second without music ( ok ok we cant count those few pure hours without music when i am sleeping). I like advantages last.fm gives to me, can chat wit those who loves the same music, get know about unheard dj and so on. just think how many times u know good track, adore it, but its from somewhat album, made by someone u don't imagine where from, what else is his/hers songs, styles.also there are blog in this page. its comfortable. of course its not full information, not everything u can find and so on. but besides all disadvantages its one of favorites my web pages in recent time. latest my findings more of groove armada and scissors sisters. sincerely can admit i begun adore scissors s since saw their live concert ( on TV :( ) translation. its was awesome!!! The Energy, Voices, Show. bit wondered that they really have their own voices and without looking clowny funny they make SHOW . i liked it a lot. in the case my LDC is crashed and i didn't repair it yet, cant get many tracks of them and others i want. but just now understood what i loose coz havent check it out their filthy/gorgeous track. this Drive ! also recently found and enjoyed live performance of groove armada of ( who don't know it !!) stylin' clip ( i wish i had seen live). clip on youtube here. i have admit i didn't believe before they do it live. One more superb track i go crazy for my ears and minds is is one of unknown for me yet Monica Brooke track. but as i pretty well know ryralio dj music and am almost/kind a fan of their works, "sultry blue" was song specially created to make pleasure to ears. whispers, beautiful voice, as always taintless lauris lee and Karalius music. i love it i love i love it. haven't found it anywhere else put in but their myspace. check it out.

now going to see maybe will make alive my LDC++

Sunday, January 7

Late and lazy ...

...Sunday morning
Daniel Powter in stereos, just very very silently, coz sister still seeping (lazy!). I like his music, especially this morning, with a big mug of tea
in hands, one of our huge green tea collection, its separate long story how trough Christmas everybody decided that we are lack of green tea :) however since i adore it, it don't make problems for me. And also its not so sunny or light as it supposed to be in Sunday morning ( don't argue with me, for me its still morning :P), simply because our balcony are occupied with hang out washes.
and this post supposed to be about how i finallay will do my resolution or must to do this years list, my work/career/studies list. Inspired by one blogger i gave a though to (is phrase -plunge into reverie-fit here?) may i need blog how i am going in my "dreams become true on my wish-career?
may than this one would remind me more often t
o read some "clever" net magazines :) and so on, maybe when will see how less i put my efforts into it begin to try harder? hm. just afraid it could be left unused. Probably when decide than instantly will begin do more than something.

yeah...totally daniel powter mood...

Tuesday, January 2

scary


and why u wear that silly human costume?

today watched Donnie Darko

new year resolutions...

yeah, aha new years resolutions hahaha. every year i promise myself - i'm gonna loose weight. this one and "fell in love again" is my most used wishes. i say it in every case : when blowing my birthday cake candles, when saw falling star in a sky, before new years and so on.... problem is that i still not move anywhere with my love things and my weight haven't changed ( well at summer coz of work was bit skinner, but lazy lazy i was and ita again the same). this new years eve also - ill loose my fuckin overweight. mhm , yeah , aha. probably thats why i now sitting in middle of night, eating something was made by rafaelo and looking fashions. watching and scanning clothes i will never fit in ! ah shame on me. but at least its cosy: hotel Costes 4, Rafaello sweets imitations and Valentino spring ready to wear collection.