Tuesday, January 22

Good memories

Somehow accidentaly were cheking old old emails, and links ( not so old truly they are) and found pics that was taken last summer. Goooosh it looks so long time ago, this summer seems already was ages away, now think about 2oo6 ! Anyway all i know - that was f a b u l o u s. In all photos I'm smiling. And I had reason. It was good summer: i earned money, found friends, improve my english, become more communicative, had loads of parties.Of course i can't even compare with this summer which was increadible. But that was the summer which after i start to think that maybe hapiness is not in graduating uni or in respectfull work. That was the time when i started tickle the deepest corners of my brains telling myself do not stay in Lithuania. Of course i coloured that wonderful time in scotland way too bright and compared with life back home way too subjective. But there were bad things too , such as not friendly roomate, not realy nice accomodation or lack of them, spending lots of money, unlucky romantick story. And sincerely i dont care about them! Becouse nobody can take away memories I have and always warm my heart with:
endless talks and chats and loughts with lithuanian girls while comfy laying in that tractor and weeding, all flirts at barbeques, that employer held on his own money.
The sunny days and sunbathes that we pretended we took while reading magazines and painting our nails on the grass in front of our ''crib'' :)
the longest trip home : including night bus to London and very stormy other night between UK and France, sad separations, couse we were organic little carrots. The best ones ! Oh and that summer I first time visited London. Impressive, huge , always busy, not like any other city. And of course had seens quite lot places in Scotland by itself. the super duper windy Aberdeen, loads of shopping trips to Dundee, Hangin outs in Perth's highstreet, very quick journey to Glasgow however with cultural program included. And Edinburgh of course. Its quite funny and strange feeling when i see pic with myself in this city first time and know - than i had no idea that just a bit more than after a year I will be living here! (I didnt really knew that even in other pics where i'm with my parents here. Thant i wasnt decided yet.)
In my memory it always will be view when we sitting in microbus from Balbeggie to Perth and its our last goodbye...I'm leading that our village with my eyes and silently promise myself thousand times... to come back.
The heart feels like broken and huge missing thing was with me for a really while back home. Becouse that Scotish fairytale ended.

Hey, but i came back!