28th of March.Friday

You know one of those morning when u wake up wayyyy much later or earlier than usually, find part of earring in ur hairs, which, by the way, looks like after hurricane? one of those morning when for pint of water u would give kilogram of gold. And spinning head don't disturb for you at all to remember last nights wildness in club.

This time, or should i say yesterday, we checked out Lulu's. What can i say - Awesome! Of course i prefer not student night's, coz majority of that crowd were younger than me ( and I'm just 21. not the best time to feel old) Despite the fact it was just two of us going this time, we had great time. And honestly if I'm going out to have wild dances, i prefer girl as a companion,just because that way u feel more brave for a guys hunting. This time i was with my dear friend. Male one. And ladies, if u going with just with one guy-friend, to catch something almost impossible. Unless u simply hang urself on one of the guys necks :)
Its because of two reasons: u don't want to leave ur friend alone. And some mysterious guys respect for each other make them 'just watch but not touch' . Damn it ! But dance floor we left just for loo or shots brakes. wild wild wild.

Anyway club is real style oasis, place for chicks to gather, oh and they have light-floor in dance area,thats fun. No boring grandpa's sweaters, or hippie's accessories, or ( sorry but have to say) short annoying Indians with their moustaches. And sooooooooooo many cute guys. and when i say cute i mean SEXY as hell. all with stylish haircuts, tall and mostly cool stylish. i mean in dance floor u actually don't need to scan area to find guy u would go with, 98% of them u would go with. And i remind u - I'm picky one. Well probably would be just lucky night, but beside great dance music ( for those who want some serious deep house or real Latina rhythms - not really 'That' place, but fun sexy disco, fiery Latino favoured ice-cool electronic and chic-new-wave contagious sounds - guarantied) and hot guys ( girls was fifty- fifty: some of them would die to change places with, some - gosh, did u just came from knitting evening?) the drinks promotions are real sin to refuse. We all night sipped ( if u can call one glass /per 5min speed- sipping :)) red bull+ double vodka = £2.5, shots = £2, wouldn't expect in such fancy place. Oh and the entry fee bought off when i found 20 pounds in girls toilet in the beginning of evening. I'm honest or was already tipsy, asked those few ladies if they lost anything. Nobody seem felt that way.

Did i mention- the best parties are unplanned ones? As my dear friend would say - Oh yeah, it is

p.s. picture is not from Lulu's club,just i liked it so much.

The Brand Gap

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hmmmz....

If the guy u someday in the past were with (nothing serious, or long lasting), after quite few months write u once. u feel alright- he just wanna know if u alright. But if he wrotes second time, just like that - without occasion? should i wait for third time?
just to make sure he really thinks about me


sounds just silly

Science festival/Edinburgh

And next tuesday we will be there
Wanted to go to the other one as well but last tickets just dissapeared before we opened our 'basket' .damn it

Lazy thursday

I just cought my flatmate opening bottle of champagne with tongs :))) chi chi chi. I offered help and they accepted just when i reminded i work in restaurant and do that a lot. Still was funny

But when i think just few months ago i didnt know that Gin and tonic goes with lime and my wine opening was wayyyyy much slower. I was even afraid a little bit before i came work here. Coz restaurant i am in now have small kitchen-in bar. Thats mean we can do all basics of bar, but at back of restaurant. And first few weeks i spend asking everyone which glass to pour port in and what a hell the cal 80 means on check.(caledonian 1980 - beer). I mean with the waiting work i didnt have problems, but this was fun to learn. Remembering myself with weaks legs to open champagne for the table makes me smile :). Now i can open bottles no worser than any barman,and do that faster than worries and nervous whispering'' i will try''( how it happen on few first times).

Oh and few days ago were in El barrios again, Awesome night. loads of people, didnt know club can be so crowded on monday night. Latinos rithms and tekila's shots drove us crazy. got tipsy really fast. got fun - really lot. Dance all night so intesively - for all those weeks i couldnt
Already planned next dance night out. this time to Shanghai. No not so far :) just here. Cant wait.

P.s. today here - full moon

Good memories

Somehow accidentaly were cheking old old emails, and links ( not so old truly they are) and found pics that was taken last summer. Goooosh it looks so long time ago, this summer seems already was ages away, now think about 2oo6 ! Anyway all i know - that was f a b u l o u s. In all photos I'm smiling. And I had reason. It was good summer: i earned money, found friends, improve my english, become more communicative, had loads of parties.Of course i can't even compare with this summer which was increadible. But that was the summer which after i start to think that maybe hapiness is not in graduating uni or in respectfull work. That was the time when i started tickle the deepest corners of my brains telling myself do not stay in Lithuania. Of course i coloured that wonderful time in scotland way too bright and compared with life back home way too subjective. But there were bad things too , such as not friendly roomate, not realy nice accomodation or lack of them, spending lots of money, unlucky romantick story. And sincerely i dont care about them! Becouse nobody can take away memories I have and always warm my heart with:
endless talks and chats and loughts with lithuanian girls while comfy laying in that tractor and weeding, all flirts at barbeques, that employer held on his own money.
The sunny days and sunbathes that we pretended we took while reading magazines and painting our nails on the grass in front of our ''crib'' :)
the longest trip home : including night bus to London and very stormy other night between UK and France, sad separations, couse we were organic little carrots. The best ones ! Oh and that summer I first time visited London. Impressive, huge , always busy, not like any other city. And of course had seens quite lot places in Scotland by itself. the super duper windy Aberdeen, loads of shopping trips to Dundee, Hangin outs in Perth's highstreet, very quick journey to Glasgow however with cultural program included. And Edinburgh of course. Its quite funny and strange feeling when i see pic with myself in this city first time and know - than i had no idea that just a bit more than after a year I will be living here! (I didnt really knew that even in other pics where i'm with my parents here. Thant i wasnt decided yet.)
In my memory it always will be view when we sitting in microbus from Balbeggie to Perth and its our last goodbye...I'm leading that our village with my eyes and silently promise myself thousand times... to come back.
The heart feels like broken and huge missing thing was with me for a really while back home. Becouse that Scotish fairytale ended.

Hey, but i came back!

emptyness/silence

Somehow empty today. No lots of lough and chats with Kevin, no gosha and coffee after work, no flirt with Polish peter. And especially today i need company, chat, just communication. There was bit, with Rasa. But its hard when u don't trust person and know about her so much more than she about u. Anyway from time to time its good to remember how sounds lithuanian language. I needed communication so badly that i even answered all emails, well at least i think all, i never had time for them. And. AND even came back to old but good skyping with horny foreigners. of course all pricks i block but i don't remember when was the last time i put on skype me sign.
From one glass of wine ( ok ok so its huge glass, so what) i got fizzy. But instead going to sleep i searching for that old Dima Bilan song. Its awesome,even though i don't like pure romantic silly pop. this one is good. I think i saw this video so much earlier that eurovision thing, and i like it , despite the fact i barely understand russian. That's what IS goood music. When u get just by views and sounds.
Enjoy
I have 2 weeks to find job.

Return home

No, not home - to Lithuania but home to this blog, i though - why have i ever quited it?, it was so nice to read later what was my casual mood or just small accidents and happening i already forgot. Of course i already missed billion things, but...well its always better someay than never, isn't it? So today my headaches are simply as never to name: i need to find new job as i take my paid holidays in two weeks, and aproximatelly at the same time i will put my notice. As well as i have to take part in court becouse of Zultan, god damn him, and.... no no, dear folks thats not all, my parents and sister coming to Scotland on 25-28 of November, thats mean almost my first week in new work. Nice isnt it? Besides new place will be probably not far from London, not in scotland, so i must buy hundreds puonds costed ticket for train and sleep in it of course. I mean i dont mind travel by train, its even somehow romantic for me, just for god sake, it cost fortune in UK . Moreover , my boy - Peter gone. I mean i knew he will go away, but still i miss him. already. although i didnt think i will, couse we together just month.So after he gone yesterday, all this day seems dreadfull for me, besides its autumn, which, dear kids, i dont like, so its rainy and sky heavy.rrrrrrr.Today while watching TV in staff canteen ( which i do OMG how rare) i again thought how much i want to go to university, i mean all this working stuff is ok, inependance, money, fit body, blah blah, BUT
Exactly - but, i want knowledge, facts, discussions and so on. Of course i have books, which sucessfuly gather dusts under my armchair, also there is internet, which i use to chat and to blog, and looking for job from time to time. Dont have time to learn. I know that this year i changed my oppinion about beeing student, how u get so much more from life directly not sitting behind college table, BUT, sometimes i just have that eager to know, know know mooooore, find out, suck out wisdom from lecturer/teacher/ intelectual person. On the other hand if i need that so sad, wouldnt i read my books? wouldnt i search on net that daily?
Answer - I SHOULD
As well as i need to loose some weight, as i started to gain it again.

obese coused by friends?

Oh come on people, do anybody really believe in this nonsence? Scientists must be confused by fact that 1/3 of adults in US already have overweight and that to be fat become pretty normal there. Even having in mind that Americans are not most socializing nation, dont u think if u have few friends,chances that ur friends become obese are not so normal. I mean not so many thin and normal people left there. Besides u always feel better comunocating with people who dont look much better than u. In my oppinion first u get fat trought ur life/teenage and just than u find friends that some of tham - surprise surprise - looks similar. ( and maybe just becouse in ur villige there is no not overweighted people ) :). show me loads of people who would look for a friend just by weight. Of course there is some. But are americans sooo silly?
No surprise than when i read only normal oppinion in whole page, find out this is professor not from US.