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Real spring behind window, and real relax in this side of window :) chocolate ice cream, coffee, that taste awfully ( just now remember i don't like coffee actually), cosmopolitan (magazine, not a coctail) , pop music loud on radio and empty house. What else i could ask for my lazy days off? Ok ok don't go to details, coz could print like thousand lines list. So much happened recently and as usually i am to f***ing lazy to write down every little constantly. I'm having weird dreams last few days. Like today i woke up with idea why i don't read and analyze text anymore. U know like in school. Even met my literature teacher in middle of dream, so realistic; she couldn't pronounce R , but sounded not french at all, just like in reality. Anyway she's amazing personality and as much as i didn't like her while in school , now want to visit her when someday comeback, come, go to Lithuania, and say that for her. Just like honest thanks. She one of those rare people that believe i have brains.
Had to write down to my notebook everything happening to me. So since i slept over my Falkirk festival ( came back from work 2am) was working all week till these amazing in all meanings 4 days off in a row. But on Monday had time to go to Shanghai again. Didn't appreciate R'n'B in dance floor at beginning , but more cocktails done their work. :)) Wednesday was the best coz friend who havent seen for half year came for shopping day in Edinburgh. Weather was gorgeous as all week, so great occasion get red tan on my back and shoulders, isn't it? Ach girls day in a city with lots of laughs and gossips, memories from rannoch and first time me being guide of the city. Jealousy for new Lindsay's camera made me decide have one as well. And i will ! just before Paris affair :) Generally almost all week spend in work and west princes gardens enjoying sun, fresh air, smell of just cut grass, Spanish songs and becoming green from jealousy for happy couples.
I had a promise for myself. Some climbing, code name 'Arthur seat'. Done. 15 min. easy peasy. But view. AH....

Was in Botanic gardens as well. Ah real oase of nature in middle of city. Of course if skipping that part that i'm not really interested what leaves growing here next to rock or which family this bush is from. Few nice puddles for birds,plenty of benches for old boned ones, loads of friendly ( as long as u have nuts for them) squirrels, and smell of conifers. The one i really missed. Just bring that sense u really in nature, u 'at home', even kinda remind me yearly vacations in only Lithuanian beach town. relaxation. Oh and it have great view of city from the hill ( full of kids shouting and running to their spaceships :)) very expensive cafe small glasshouse, which part of them can't be entered without opening ur wallets. Anyway tropical house really convincing: humid (breathing don't look such an easy action there) and palm trees high with 3 floor or even more, that coconuts probably would look so small u didn't even want to try it. Somewhere in between glasshouses is room with exposition of architecture(?) + open workshop for kids + some old school music instruments( to try staff patience). Guess its unusual and worth attention, but at the moment personally myself was more concern to find loo (ooops), so can't say a lot bout it. Entrance free. open as remember till 19pm. Worth to visit. Actually i noticed Edinburgh one of those city full of green areas spotted in whole city. Parks, playgrounds, gardens, not only in city centre. I love it. Not many cities have this ( or they hiding it!)

Oh and yesterday. OH yesterday ! sexy massage from friend and El barrios. Best to shake off ur bad thoughts. As once i told my colleague : i don't really like guys there ( don't take it too absolute or racist), so i don't care how i look like = amazingly free dances. And Anikos ex colleague - to boost self esteem. Even stroll home after, which usually not so so comfy in my 'shiny shoes', didn't bother so much as it was good weather and funny guys aside, and of course alco in blood.
Almost didn't forgot my lil sister coming for summer job ( probably) as well as my favourite lithuanian girl. And Aniko inviting me to trip to look for summer job in Spain. ajajaj what to do?

Rainy Friday

If I come back after work and short food shopping all sweaty and pretty good feel my legs,does it counts as I was in sport club?( the same one, that my new super-ego supervisor was talking all day about)
Anyway the last days flow with T-pain - church rhythms in head. As well as impressions from Step up ( both parts) dances. THAT'S why i wanna be dancer when i will grow up. The movies by itself quiet weak. If u can watch first part with all that romance and predictable plot, second part is totally crap as any kind of movie. But dances.....OMG. Totally worth to see just for drop-jaw effect ;)

Tonight gonna go hide from rain, that Edinburgh has been hooked on, to check out some Jazz club with ma' girls. So Sideways DVD have to been left for next time.

And HOW i hate to get up 5.30!! My grandma probably getting up later.

28th of March.Friday

You know one of those morning when u wake up wayyyy much later or earlier than usually, find part of earring in ur hairs, which, by the way, looks like after hurricane? one of those morning when for pint of water u would give kilogram of gold. And spinning head don't disturb for you at all to remember last nights wildness in club.

This time, or should i say yesterday, we checked out Lulu's. What can i say - Awesome! Of course i prefer not student night's, coz majority of that crowd were younger than me ( and I'm just 21. not the best time to feel old) Despite the fact it was just two of us going this time, we had great time. And honestly if I'm going out to have wild dances, i prefer girl as a companion,just because that way u feel more brave for a guys hunting. This time i was with my dear friend. Male one. And ladies, if u going with just with one guy-friend, to catch something almost impossible. Unless u simply hang urself on one of the guys necks :)
Its because of two reasons: u don't want to leave ur friend alone. And some mysterious guys respect for each other make them 'just watch but not touch' . Damn it ! But dance floor we left just for loo or shots brakes. wild wild wild.

Anyway club is real style oasis, place for chicks to gather, oh and they have light-floor in dance area,thats fun. No boring grandpa's sweaters, or hippie's accessories, or ( sorry but have to say) short annoying Indians with their moustaches. And sooooooooooo many cute guys. and when i say cute i mean SEXY as hell. all with stylish haircuts, tall and mostly cool stylish. i mean in dance floor u actually don't need to scan area to find guy u would go with, 98% of them u would go with. And i remind u - I'm picky one. Well probably would be just lucky night, but beside great dance music ( for those who want some serious deep house or real Latina rhythms - not really 'That' place, but fun sexy disco, fiery Latino favoured ice-cool electronic and chic-new-wave contagious sounds - guarantied) and hot guys ( girls was fifty- fifty: some of them would die to change places with, some - gosh, did u just came from knitting evening?) the drinks promotions are real sin to refuse. We all night sipped ( if u can call one glass /per 5min speed- sipping :)) red bull+ double vodka = £2.5, shots = £2, wouldn't expect in such fancy place. Oh and the entry fee bought off when i found 20 pounds in girls toilet in the beginning of evening. I'm honest or was already tipsy, asked those few ladies if they lost anything. Nobody seem felt that way.

Did i mention- the best parties are unplanned ones? As my dear friend would say - Oh yeah, it is

p.s. picture is not from Lulu's club,just i liked it so much.